The world that the analyst Silvia Bellintani knew fell apart in the middle of the night on November 3, 2015, when her husband, Milton Bellintani, journalist, passed away, victim of a massive heart attack. The love story that lasted more than 15 years did not end there. It emerges every day, in the repertoire of small simple and wonderful things in her previous life that she tries return to by herself, slowly. This process is not simple, it is slow and painful. It is a brave reunion with routes, tastes and routines so familiar she wrote to Milton